New Goals

Well it's a little belated but I'm beginning my summer time exercise routine. I finally got Hip Hop Abs back from Alexis and I did the "Total Body Burn" and I am going to be super sore tomorrow. It feels absolutely fabulous.

The strangest part of exercise is while you exercise, you feel like you'd rather be dead (more often than not) but afterward, you feel as if you could go for hours and you want to keep going and going. I feel extremely fantastic and hungry hee hees! Watching The Holiday, one of the best girl movies in the United States. It's a film that makes me feel like romance can be really lovely but then watching Iris struggle to let go of a toxic relationship and getting over her co-dependency gives me a feeling of hope. I can find my independence and there does not need to be a man involved to find that. However, having a man definitely has its perks. Especially having my man. He just left to go on trek and then he'll be going straight back to Arizona. He doesn't come back to me until August 4th. Such a tragedy.
I, unfortunately, spent much of the day moping around the house, watching television and playing freecell. I went, this afternoon, to drop off a job application at Down East Outfitters but that took all of two minutes plus travel time. I also went to check on my grandma's cats since she and my grandpa are out of town, helping my uncle run volleyball camp at Arizona State University. Her male Siamese cat attacked me. He was desperate for loves and attention and when I wasn't paying attention, he tried to jump into my arms and dug his claws into my chest. I have some real butch-like claw marks on my left side. It's super lovely (pulls the creeper smile). Those poor kitties are so neglected right now.

"You're supposed to be the leading lady of your own life for [goodness'] sake!" Never a better quote for all those sad women who let themselves go. Be your own leading lady! That is my other new goal. Make myself feel like I am all that. Find my inner and outer beauty and reach my potential! Outstanding.